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Name: Danielle
Country: United States
State: Nebraska
Metro: Omaha
Birthday: 6/1/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: tennis, school, hanging with friends, going out, partying, eminem, chatting online, xangaing, movies, music, MATT DAMON lol, team america, snowboarding, pictures, turkey, without a paddle, D4L, christmas, shoes, shopping, team america, my car, chinese food, driving, talking to people, cell fones, boys, shiny things, halloween, june, summer, germany, college, flowers, poogob (haha), GEORGE CLOONEY lol, little nickey, origami, rock climbing, moutains, water, bunnies, chocolate, flip flops, t.v., couches, the color purple, my bed, george washington, and that is about it. oh yea and i suppose just chilling at home sometimes.
Expertise: i am an expert at everything, duh.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Education/Research
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AIM:  dfranks06
AIM:  omahachick2006
Member Since:
6/2/2005
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| Well kids, here I am at the beginning of my Spring 2009 Semester at Northwest. With the new year, comes a new semester with all new classes; and new obstacles that I will have to overcome. My schedule is pretty laid out though. It works, better than last semester anyways. I am only taking 12 credit hours, but I feel like it will be a rough semester anyways because I have classes that require a lot of work (including hours of reading). My schedule is as follows: Monday:
Creative Dramatics- 10:00-10:50
Work at Zoca- 11:00-2:15
Tutoring at Maryville Middle- 3:00-4:00
Work at Zoca- 4:00-8:15 Tuesday:
Intro to Teaching Writing- 8:00-9:15
Work at Horace Mann- 10:50-11:50
Work at Horace Mann- 1:50-2:50
Tutoring at Maryville Middle- 3:00-4:00
Intro to Literature- 6:30-9:00 Wednesday:
Creative Dramatics- 10:00-10:50
Work at Zoca- 11:00-2:15
Tutoring at Maryville Middle- 3:00-4:00
Work at Zoca- 5:00-8:15 Thursday:
Intro to Teaching Writing- 8:00-9:15
Work at Horace Mann- 10:50-11:50
Work at Horace Mann- 1:50-2:50
Tutoring at Maryville Middle- 3:00-4:00
The Middle School- 6:30-9:30 Friday:
Creative Dramatics- 10:00-10:50
Work at Zoca- 11:00-2:15
Work at Bearcat Club- 4:30-5:30 I look busy, but I'm really not. We'll see as the semester progresses. | | |
| Time To Hit The Books
Oh Lord. I have really done it this time. My procrastination has gotten me to a place where it is going to take a while to dig myself out. No, it shouldn't take that long. Only a few weeks, but it may delay my registration that has already been delayed to the max because of my job. See what happened was, I owed the school money still and I was hoping that my parents would actually pull through for me and do the parent plus loan, but they didn't. So I still owe the school a lot of money by, well, December 12th. I am currently lost in that and the fact that next week is finals week and I have to get it figured out before then. Hopefully someone will pull through for me.
My grades right now are pretty good, but finals week is next week (like I said before). I only have one in class final and that is for Philosophy. I have one take home final, and the other two are online. I am just ready for this semester to be over. I think I need some time at home with family and old friends, ones that I know won't leave me for stupid reasons. That has happened to me too many times lately and I'm sick of being heart broken.
I had a really big reality check last night about how my life has been thus far and I have realized that some changes need to be made. I'm not sure what those changes need to be. I am positive that I do want to find some sort of belief in the Lord, but I'm not sure that I can do that because of my current beliefs. I have always thought there was something missing in my life and I could never figure out what it was. I thought there for a while that it was the one person who could make me happy and then I realized that any belief in a higher being can be a filler for any empty space in your life. I want to ask one of my overly Christian friends to introduce me to the Lord, but the only friend that I trust to do that is shifting to my beliefs and I don't want that.
There are so many things I want to change about my lifestyle. I want to be a better person and I want to be able to look at myself and say that I am truly happy. At this point in my life I cannot do that. I am not truly happy with myself in any way that I can think of right now. I love my friends and family, and that is it. I know they are always behind me and will support any major decisions that I make.
The new year is coming up quick and I have been thinking a lot about what my resolution(s) should be. I have come up with a list of things that could help me become a better person in my eyes, and point me in the direction I need to be heading to make myself truly happy. Here is what I have come up with thus far:
- Lose weight, for health and my happiness
- Quit drinking, and only drink on my 21st birthday
- Attend church on a regular basis
- Get rid of all people that are harmful to my being
That is what I have so far and that is what I think will help me become a better person and make me happier with myself. I can't wait to execute one of these changes in my life to see how the changes affect my lifestyle, but most importantly how I feel about myself.
Until my next whine session.
 always,
Dani
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| It has been quite some time since I have blogged on this and I am feeling that I need to vent. I am currently living in my own apartment in Maryville, Missouri because I want to return to college and finish what I started here. I am living with my best friend Stacey and my friend Josh. They are good roommates except that they don't clean the house and they leave it all to me. I guess I am okay with it since they work and I don't, but I am working on getting a job and once I do get a job what is going to happen to the apartment? Is it going to get scurvy and not get cleaned? I don't want that to happen, but I have to work. I am currently dating one of my best friends ever, Jim. He means a lot to me and even though we are total opposites, I think we were meant to find each other. I know that is cheesey but I truly do think that this is a healthy relationship and I am truly happy with him. School could be better, but what can you do. I am taking classes in June and July, then fall classes start up. So this summer is going to be fun, until June then classes start. The only good thing about June is that my birthday is in June and Jim is taking me to a country concert in Oklahoma in June. I am so excited! I miss my dog more than anything right now. My Grandma says she is mopey and misses me a lot too. I hope I get to go home soon to see her. Outside of Stacey, my dog really is my best friend. I miss taking her on walks and playing with her and sleeping with her. She used to sleep on my bed every night and put her head on my shoulder. My Grandma is supposed to be visiting me next week so hopefully she will bring the dog with her to visit. I'm not sure why she wouldn't other than we live on the 3rd floor and taking her out to potty would be an adventure lol. My dad is currently working construction for this company that does work in Minnesota and South Dakota. He is there right now so I don't get to see him much. Now that I live in Missouri and not Iowa I really don't ever get to see him. I am going home next weekend to see him for his birthday and my friend Megan's graduation. So that will be good. My mom is still working at Taco John's as the general manager of a store in Bellevue, Nebraska. I don't get to see her much either. She helped me move into my new apartment and that was the last time I saw her. I will be seeing her on her birthday though which is coming up as well. I am going home for her birthday and then coming back to my apartment for my birthday. My sister dropped out of high school and is now working two jobs. She works at Papa Johns as a delivery driver part time, and she works at Ace's Diner in Harrah's Casino as a server full time overnight. I miss her. I never get to talk to her anymore because she works overnight so she sleeps during the day and then she works at her other job at night I believe, well in the evening. Ugh, this is getting really long and I think I am going to call my Grandma and talk to her about her coming to visit me next week. I will try and update more often because I am getting stressed out really fast. always,
Dani | | |
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I`m The One Who Pushed You Away
Wow it has been forever since I updated this thing. I was thinking today that I hadn't been on Xanga forever, but noone gets on here anymore, not even my random buddy Will. I miss Xanga. Anyways, nothing is new with my life. Just taking classes and working, like the usual. Still living the single life, not sure why. The guy that I dated forever is talking to me again. I feel bad for acting like a bitch toward him, but I don't want to seem available and I don't want to lose him either. I want to take it slow if something does come out of it. I hope everyone had a Merry Christmas, because I sure did. Santa was very generous to me, not in gifts, but in family and friends. I love all of them. I'm going to go for now, I'll post more later I promise! always,
Dani | | |
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It`s Now Or Never.. <|3
First my grandma passing away and now this. I dont know what to think of my life right now. Everytime I trust someone, actually no, everytime I trust him I just regret it in the end. I dont know what to think right now, and if you have any idea what I am supposed to think right now please comment me, and yes I'm only talking to the person causing this emptiness. By the way, I have decided this is the last time, its now or never.
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